My Body

What should my body look like to you?
You seem to know.
All fit and tan like a man
But slim and fair like a female dancer
How can you know exactly who I am?
I'm a figment of your reality
Just let me be
I need to be free
My body is perfect all on its own
Should I starve it, fill it, dress it, or leave it bleeding?
What life is, is my body
You're a wimp and you're a hottie
Who's to say what I'm supposed to feel about my body?
Who's to say what I feel about my body?
Somehow, I'm growing each and every day
In some sort of way
I'm becoming like a warrior
Wearing man's clothing
So don't question why I do things
It's natural and behavioral science
My body is the essence of nature
The question I ask is suddenly everyday, everyday
Women, men, how do I choose?
How do I feel when i look at you?
I wonder
Your lips do look tastey, however

You're a feminine boy
And you're a natural joy
You shine above the rest
You're a masculine girl
Taking over the world
This ain't a test
I'm letting go of my convictions
My scabs are healing
And forgiveness is a given
Oh my God, my Goddess, my world
Reality you beckon me
So take me back
Oh don't you see
I don't wanna die anymore?
Afraid of not being the good girl
That girl must disappear
Oh wait, she's already here
A beautiful young person
Pursuing the world
You see beyond the spectrum
I see beyond the spectrum

Oh I forgive you, My Body
MY Earth-made Body
My beautiful Body
My wonderful Body
Angel on Earth
Fairy-child
This is yours
Your body is your life